July
11, 1890
Dear Diary,
Today was a fantastic day I
finally achieved my dream. A metamorphosis in my own body. I converted in a
horrible monster. I was in the laboratory and I knew that the potion I created
was today. I think It will last eight months.
I was feeling strong buy
different. I was a bad man in a way. Everyone escaped from me and while I was
walking I knew I had bad intentions, and the worst thing is that I couldn’t
avoid It! As Jekyll I am a good man but as the monster maybe my reputation will
change so much that I could kill myself. But if nobody discovers me, everything
will be alright. I thing I may have a name as the monster, I will be named
Mr.Hyde. I think this is the start of something new. I won’t have problems with
it and now it will be easy to marriage save situations that as a man I couldn’t.
I hope the potion can improve
in the future.
September 2, 1890
Dear Diary:
I’m tired. My body can’t work
like this anymore. I feel so guilty. Today in the evening I drank the potion
again and I went to the hotel near my house. There, I was so crazy from the
treatment of people that I killed a girl that was on the street with her
parents. She cried so strongly. I’m upset. The only thing I have is a potion.
That converts me in something worse than this poor man without friends.
The only people that help me
support are my servants. Don’t matter what happens they are always whit me.
Utterson and Lanyon escaped from me. Today, I’m really thinking about my last
plans as a person because I won’t permit to be dangerous for the society or the
worst, to be discovered. Lanyon is the only who knows about my secret. What
happened if he tells someone by accident? What if I’m accused of a criminal who
sent to prison or even to be killed? This can’t continue. This must finish. So
big problems don’t have solutions and this is a great example. This addiction
is something very difficult to fix. My tears are dropping over the paper but if
my life will be based on suffering, I prefer to disappear.
I’m sorry,
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